Life in the lolita world as a big girl

Today is a ok day I passed a test that I need to pass and it feels great. I'm going to California for my Birthday July 1 and I'm so hyper about it all only if u knew. The only thing that has me on edge is the BTSSB(Baby The Star Shin Bright) thing, being a 57bust and a 64 waist its hard to really know if im going to fit anything there. So to go will be awesome in itself but to get a dress as well omg I would just cry and die happily.